One year ago today I was short of breath & not feeling well. I went to work. Worked late. When I came home was talking to my husband and fell over, mid-sentence. Paralyzed & terrified. I'd had a
stroke. I didn't know if I was going to live, let alone walk {it only deadened my left leg}. I had a job I loved that I wanted to stay at "forever". I was dependent and passive.
Within 3 months I got my pacemaker. Within 4 months I was out of my leg braces. The job I loved so much broke my heart when they decided to close us down and now I was facing imminent unemployment. I found strength physically & emotionally I didn't even know I had. I've learned so much this year. I've grown so much this year. I have a job that I
LOVE with a company I
believe in. I am empowered, confident & independent.
This is what I know:
1. My husband, Matt, is an angel. He is my rock. He has had to endure so much these 12 months I'm not sure how he's weathered it. But he has never complained and not only has he helped me when I physically couldn't get around our house - he's supported me and believed in me and really empowered me to realize there was "life after Magic Scraps".
2. I can do anything. I spent a lot of my life with an - "oh, I can't do that" attitude. No more. I'm taking risks, learning & trying. And it makes me happier than I've been in a long time. Ashley especially has helped me learn a lot this year & we've grown closer because of it. Ginger & I have grown much closer this year as well - thank God for good friends.
3. I have a future. When I was initially diagnosed at 28 they said without treatment I would've died before 30. Since then my life was always discussed in terms of years, not decades. they tell me now I''m going to get "old and wrinkly". That's downright glorious. Amen.
So as a symbol of all that I've achieved this year I chose today to launch
www.EmilyAdamsOnFire.com. I designed the site myself {unheard of a year ago} and Ashley taught me how to upload it last night. It will be expanding more soon so bookmark it & check back.
Thank you, all of you - friends, family & scrapbookers for all the support you've given me over the last 12 months. I couldn't have made it through without you!